Updates on Life

This is Tyson in his "Jesus" shoes as Willie calls them I think they are so cute!

This is Tyson and Nick they are cute fun friends, Nick is my friend Jamie's son and they love to watch Tyson!

This is Jordan and Ella with Tyson and I. I can't believe how fast they grow! It just seems like Ella was born just before Tyson but she is definately bigger but still so cute!

I thought this picture was funny! Tyson is so darn Cute! I can't believe how happy he makes me!

I know its been forever since I posted but life is good, crazy, busy, frustrating, fun, but overall good. We have Willie's mom coming to stay with us to take care of Tyson while we are at work and that has been a bundle of emotion. As grateful as we are to her its been a trial to live with her three or four days out of the week.
Tyson is getting so big! He rolls both ways now, and rolls all across the floor, he will be crawling before we know it! I am sad that im away from him for such long periods of time. He is so full of emotion right now and laughs and plays and does all sorts of fun stuff with us. I love to watch Willie and him play.
Jami and BJ just bought a new boat, and we went out for the first time on Memorial Day! Tyson just slept the whole time, and I got up a few times on the wake board, and got very sunburnt, Willie got up for his first time on the wake board, but had more fun/pain on the tube. I wanted to get pictures but Willie said he forgot the camera, come to find out we had it the whole time. Next time ill for sure get some good ones. We will be going out alot this summer, and hopefully I can loose more of this belly fat.
Im back at my old branch now, which is good. I am really close to getting my loan officer title and im super excited about that!

I just posted some random pictures that I have on my camera. I have it all the time I just need to pull it out and take pictures! Ill post more soon!

Petless

I know everyone thought the day would never come that I would not have a pet of any kind, but the day has come! I gave away my last dog 5 days ago, and last night I posted my sugar glider on KSL and within half an hour it was sold! Im amazed. However I don't feel like this stage of my life will last long. Willie is itching for a new big dog and if we find one for a good deal we may just snatch it up! Crazy how life changes so fast!

Official First Pictures

Today we went to Kiddie Kandids and got Tyson's official First Pictures! He is such a cute boy and he did so well! It only took 15 min! They were amazed, I am constantly surprised at how good he is compared to other kids his age, there were so many just screaming and I felt lucky! He is such an angel! I love him so much!

Roll Over

I feel like I have turned around and my boy is almost 4 months! We were at Willie's mom's house on Sunday, and Tyson just started rolling over I couldn't believe it! He is such an angel! I love him so much! I am amazed at how fast he is growing! Every smile and laugh make all the frustrations of life just disappear. He is my little miracle and im am very very happy I have him to love and to hold!

Swimming Videos

These are for shell! She wanted me to post them for all to see our men showing off..if you could call it that haha!

Shout Out To All Working Mom's

This is for all you working moms, and single mothers. I now understand how hard it is! I am very stretched and feel as if I am living two separate lives..at work I am a professional, I am in a supervisor position, and am working towards becoming an official loan officer (to which I am very close). I feel knowledgeable, respected, and appreciated. I have people to clean up after I leave and I can delegate responsibilities as needed. I have many stresses, but overall I feel satisfaction of work that I complete. I have recently moved to a different branch temporarily, to which I feel like I can share the knowledge I have learned from my branch to benefit everyone. All in all I feel important and needed except for I find myself wishing I could be with my son.. My heart hurts to be with him, see him and hold him when im away from him.
Now when I get home I do one of two things, I either pick him up and just hold him why attempting to cook dinner, or let him sleep in his swing while I make dinner. At home I am a wife and a mom, I clean cook and take care of my husband and son, also a full time job. To which I don't feel appreciated, and is there is always something needing to be done. Sleeping is little to none even though I do have an amazing son, every time he moves or makes a noise im up checking on him making sure he is ok. Willie has been so tired lately that he falls into a deep sleep and accidentally hit me in the eye with his elbow so now on top of everything I have to cover my already swollen red eyes with makeup to hide the bruising..not that he meant to or anything it just hurts, he would never intentionally hurt me. When I wake up I feel exhausted, and have to just get up and go..life is very stressfull and tiring right now.
Like I said anyone that works with kids has my sincere appreciation.

Hats off to you!

Sorry all this isn't a very cheerful post, just had to get it off my chest..Im really loving being a mom I love seeing Tyson smile, I can't help but laugh! He brings more joy to my life than I could have ever imagined. I still don't know how I was so blessed! A Family is truly an amazing thing!

Love you all and your special families!

My Growing Boy!

This is the first time we put him in this outfit..

This is the second, and he is almost too big for it! He is also losing a lot of his cute hair!

This is his preemie outfit..we had to fight to get it on, but I wanted him to wear it one more time before he outgrew it.

This is his newborn picture and I just love it.. so I had to post it again.

Time passes so fast! Its unbelievable to me that my son is a month and a half..wow! Here are just a few pictures to show you how much he is growing! Maybe you can't tell, but I sure can! Its so crazy to me!

Hair Color

This one I just had to add cause I think Jamin is so cute! I know they are not great pictures but it was all that I had on my camera, Willie took all the other pictures off the computer.

This is just a post to get some opinions..just give me an honest answer. I was looking thru some older photos and my hair was brown..I can't decide if I like it darker or lighter..let me know what you think.

New Additions..

So last Tuesday, I woke up with a screaming dog, I figured she had to go out potty, so I let them both out and brought them back in, and she continued her very loud screeches..well we had suspicions she was pregnant, and Willie told me to put a pillow in with her, I did and she stopped. I showered and came to check on her and this is what I found..
There was a black one, but it died..tried as I might to revive it. So yes we are a crazy house full of crazy animals, but we love them!

Speaking of animals if you know anyone that wants a sugar glider I have one that I need to let go. I can't give him enough love and he needs a good home! Ill post a picture if anyone is interested.

Daddy and Tyson

I couldn't sleep the other night so I got up and was doing some things around the house and came back to find my husband and baby sleeping like this. It was so cute I had to take a picture! It was way dark in the room so I was lucky to get this shot, my camera screen was completely black and I knew with the flash I only had one chance to get it in case one or both woke up. I got lucky, the shot turned out and neither woke up, Willie didn't even know I had taken it until I showed him!